Day 33

I couldn't control it.

I knew something's going on and it was surely no joke.

*Ring ring*

I looked at my phone, it's 3ziz.

I quickly answered.

Me: Aloo? 3zizz?
A: APRIL FOOOOOLSSS!

I checked my phone, it's 12am april 1st.

I said nothing.

A: Modhi?
Me: 3ziz banam goodnight.
A: Asiiffffff!!! Its a jokeee...
Me: Bnam bye.
A: A7ibich
Me: ok
A: Sorry.
Me: WAGAFT GALBE 3ZIZ!
A: Shfee 9otich? Were you crying?

OF COURSE I WAS CRYING 3ZIZ, I thought to myself.

Me: La2, I think maretha.
A: YOU WERE CRYING!
Me: La2.
A: YOU CARE ABOUT ME!!!
Me: Bye bnam
A: Goodnighttttt 7BEEBTI
Me: Goodnight

I smiled, then hung up.

He nearly gave me a heart attack, but I still love him so it's ok.

I slept.

Days passed. My friends have been doing great, In the other hand 3ziz and I not very well. One day I'm crazy in love him, and the other hate. Pure hate.

Whenever he talks to me, I'm perfectly happy and deeply inlove but then, when he's not I'm the complete opposite, specially when I stalk his twitter or ask.fm.

He constantly followed new girls and was followed by them. He kept on telling me they're girls he didn't know and he only followed them because he "liked" their tweets. I mean if it was a girl or two I'd actually believe him, but it wasn't. 

I didn't know whether to believe him or not. It was driving me insane.

It's wednesday today and tommorow was a half day, me and my friends were thinking of ditching school ou ni6la3.

I called Sara, I had to tell her what was going on between me and 3ziz.

*Ring*

Me: Aloo
S: Halla
Me: Busy?
S: La goulay..
Me: Ok bess awal shey btru7een school bacher?
S: Mali khilg you?
Me: La, call your cousin Faris, shoufay lu he's free, khal y5ithna wnru7 shalai or something
S: Ou omich?

Her cousin is like a brother to me and is at Sara's house 24/7, he also knows my mother but even then my mom is still not ok with me hanging around him.

My mother is over protective, she never lets me go out specially mu mukan b3eed(..chalet). My parents are the complete opposite of being free, and by free I mean allowing me to talk to boys and going out and about.

Me: I'll tell her r7na your house or something, she wont call
S: Ok great, I'll call Faroos wagoulck! Enzain yalla goulay sh9yer?
Me: Ok so listen..

I explained everything to her..

Day 32

* Knock knock*

Me: Mnuuu?

*Knock knock*

Me: MENNNUUUUUUU?!?!

*Knock knock*

Me: REEMO ADRE ENTAY! TA3ALAY

She. Is. Too. Annoying.

I heard her giggling behind the door as she was entering.

Me: Shtabeen ylmuz3ija?
R: Broo7 Nestle tyeen?
Me: Shayfa s3a cham?
R: Ouf yalla bye..

As soon as reem left I bbmed 3ziz.

Me: Ana bnam al7een tabe shey?

A minute later he read it, he called 3ala 6oul

I picked the phone.

Me: Aloo?
A: Halla Modhi, bitnameen?
Me: Eee, waineck?
A: Blsayara
Me: bitrid elbait?
A: La..
Me: Ha 3ayal?
A: Hospital.

I instantly got up.

Me: Hospital? Laish shsayer?
A: La wlla shey bess shway my heart y3wrny.

3ziz has heart problems, and had has problems since childhood. His heart starts beating so fast, it gets to a point where he has difficulties breathing. This mostly happens when he drinks enegry drinks or has anything containing some caffeine.

Me: Sharib shey 3ziz?

What if I didn't ask? He would've never told me.

A: Haa?
Me: 3ZIZ SIMA3TNE...

No reply.

Me: 3ziz lata7gerne!

Silence.

Me: 3zizz..(?)

I suddenly hear a guy shouting..

"3ZOOZ! 3ZOOZ SHFEECK?"

Then the phone closed.

I called him.

*Ring*

.

.

.

*Ring*

No reply.

I sat on my bed,  I was intimidated.

Maybe his phone 6ifa? Or his phone 6a7?  Is this a joke? Yea, he's joking.

I was trying to stay positive, holding my tears in.

I can do this. He's fine. Dont cry! Modhi dont.